Black Ice and Fisting

It's just words on a page. Something I can't face without actually looking. Delving deeper into an understanding isnt easy. Certain doors slam shut once you walk through them. My car stutters and jerks when it's cold, unable to warm up fast enough. No wiper fluid and the salt from the pendot trucks has my windshield looking like dirty bathwater. I swerve through life as if its all a sheet of black ice. Eyes looking forward not paying attention to the road right in front. I hit the slick surface and lose control. Kareening in all directions. Music plays.

Sweet Tea

More Drawings. More Mc Donalds Sweet Teas. I've been drinking those constantly since I moved, nearly every time I drive by the place I go in and get one. Yea Yea I know I should just make my own like I used to but fuck off. My old roommate filled my gallon jugs with some pickled food and has yet to wash that shit out so my container just sits there, filled with old pickled shit and no tea.

 

The new place is treating me pretty good. I've got this tv that Jon and Louise left me and it distracts. Uncle Buck marathon or drawing? Matrix block or painting? Adventure Time or computer work? Yea easy choices. You can see my dilema.

 

For the last few days I've been sitting at Eljays and coming up with a music playlist with Frankie. He's been writing his horror story like a mad man. Makes me feel like a bum which is good. It's been a while since someones work ethic has shamed mine. We just take a break from reality while he minds the shop and listen to music. It's a break we both need. I fly so high when Im stoned. Taxi by Harry Chapin. Charlie I'm pregnant. Waits.

 

I'm off to a bon fire.

 

Miss Green

Beware



Trying new things in drawing and with the ladies. You guys hear the new pick up line about that kid show? Ive seen this shit work. Go up and tell a girl she reminds you of that show Yo Gabba Gabba. Ive witnessed this work for two seperate dudes with three different ladies. They love that! I really dont get it but you cant argue the results. I havent tried it yet, really havent hit on a chick in a while. Im notorious for being reserved not because Im shy or some shit I just get bored easily and havent met too many chicks that make me wunna shoot the lobster sauce. Psyche I just look for the big booty and the high cheek bones.

Here's the paintings I never showed from the Social Status show. Lot more work to do, big gig at a museum in a few months and more permanent gigs to kick ass at.

Girl Heads

So I've been going to the casino lately and winning. Not much yet but Ive gone twice and havent lost. My friend and I have a very strict system we follow and for the most part it hasnt let us down. Stick to the plan and pull out when youre winning. I did these sketches on paper with watercolor and ink I got with my winnings from bacarat and black jack.

When I sell a piece I start thinkin about the zeros. The Green ones. I dont even see the red and black I see the green. It's a magical color that green. Symbol of the struggle, symbol of the underdog, symbol of success, of failure, of speed, of life, of death. And I hardly ever use that color

Bloody.



I dont owe you shit.

Slammin Skins

Finally finished moving in at my new spot. It's strange leaving all of my friends at the old house. I've created an environment  where I am alone a lot and I have the ability to concentrate. I've willing sacrificed my social life in prepartaion of concentrating on more work. The issue tho is my work is reflected from experiences and how am I supposed to create more work when I've basically become a shut in. Like always there's no balance and I'm stuck with the dilemma of becoming a hermit or a procrastinator. Shits wack. Who am I supposed to trade drawings with like these two? I drew the top one for a good friend of mine, he asked for a lion and a cat but I didnt use reference and my lion came out looking like a rat. He still liked it tho. I love his. I asked for Mickey fucking the shit out of Snoopys virgin ass. To date its one of the best drawings hes come up with. Im trying to convince him to leave corporate America and persue Disney Hentai but he's not havin it. Here's just a taste.

My only question for him was why does Mick have a white dick. We concluded that since white guys have darker dicks, black guys have lighter ones. Also check out the poses he sketched out before he drew the actually fuck scene. This is quality.