Friday, January 17, 2014

Breathe

I woke up in puke. I guess I had thrown up in my sleep. Never done that before. Realized that was close and threw a pillow over it and passed back out. Woke up later stripped down washed everything called a friend. He told me I can't die like that til I'm famous.

Thankfully I'll never be famous.

Monday, January 6, 2014

Perspective

 
Pushing my own comfort level and boundaries until I gain a new perspective on my own personality. The pursuit of a different perception, looking forward, looking back. Positive. Negative. Grey. It is an awakening experience to realize the influence you bring into any situation just by mood or approach.
 
If I am anxious or nervous, everything seems to be fogged in paranoia. If I am open and receptive, situations often lean towards exciting and new, rather than stagnant and old.
 
Pushing boundaries. Gaining perspective.
 


Sunday, December 8, 2013

That's That.

 
End of 2013 is swiftly approaching. What a crazy year it's been. Do a recap later. Now more than ever the future is uncertain. Sometimes its lonely selling your soul to the devil. But that's that. Make your bed and leave it.
 
Beware of leftovers this holiday season.
 


Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Slumped

 
Lying there exhausted, too tired to move from the sofa to the bed. Wrapped up in an old blanket and watching reruns of Law and Order SVU. The sun is shining for what seems like forever. It's blinding. Night can't come fast enough. Everything slows down in the dark. What matters in the light of day seems to fade away in the darkness. It eats away and I'm always to blame. Nauseous.
 
Suffocated. 


Tuesday, November 5, 2013

The Maiden in the Tower

 
The prince, out for a stroll with the royal homies, split from the group to take a piss. Off the beaten path the prince looked for a good place to relieve himself when suddenly a beautiful but eerie sound came in with an easterly breeze. Cursing his aim the prince shook his boot free of a puddle of urine. Intrigued, he parted the bush and ventured towards the source of the mysterious sound.

Deeper into the forest, the canopy was so dense that the prince was stumbling in the dark, listening. Following his ears the prince tripped and stumbled through tangled roots and darkness until he was so close that the sound seemed to be swirling around him in the darkness. He looked upwards towards the highest branches and realized he was standing at the foot of an enormous tower beneath impossibly tall trees. A small light flickered at the top of the tower, from its solitary window.

The prince stood below calling out to the window. He circled the tower finding no door nor stair. All the while the strange sound continued, getting faster and heavier. Higher pitches were now screaming across the woods. Now completely surrounded by darkness at the foot of the tower, the prince saw a shadow dancing on the wall of the room with the flickering light. A terrifying howl, or was it a moan, screeched from the window. The prince, horrified, ran away from the tower realizing where he had heard this sound before. When he was a boy in the hallway outside his parents room.

Again he ran, again with pants soaked in horror.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Dream Salon


Are we really trying so hard to be pretty? It's not like anyone is really paying attention anyways.

Or maybe I'm just completely oblivious anymore and if I focus less on the chaos that has become my life maybe I'll actually notice.

The world outside my chair seems brighter every time I take out the Matrix plugs.