Friday, April 4, 2014
I'm drifting off again. I used to think if I was just as honest as possible it would let me see the world with clear eyes. More and more I'm cleaning my glasses of grime and shit and what was sold to me as scratch proof and anti glare picks up reflections and scratches and chips just like everything else. I feel like I'm just getting worse as time moves on.
I cant even keep my days straight. I'll work until I cant function then drink and take smoke breaks until I catch a third or fourth wind and keep going. Bein awake doesnt help. Everything is so much better in my dreams. Even if its worse. I dont miss anyone when I dream.